in my resistance to enthusiasm recently, i’m reminded that this is why i started this practice, of attending to and sharing enthusiasm. do you ever feel annoyingly prescient?
a lot of times existence does not feel awe inspiring to me, it feels irritating, tedious, sometimes idiotic. the “dishes”, the “budget”, the “job” search, the “election.” grouse and pule synonyms for whine. hopefully my neighbors don’t hear me shrieking.
sometimes these feelings are information about different choices you can make, invitations to shift.
and sometimes they are not.
hey malaise, hey exasperation. thanks for stopping by. WHAT DO YOU WANT GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!